Monday, June 20, 2011

ffk

haiz! duno wat happen...
tis week seem like all nt smoothly~
all FAILED!!!
shit!
damn pekcek lor...
keep giv ppl ffk..
30hr famine...
trip...
n i duno will happen wat d...
bt i hope dunwan happen d =(
nobody beside me whn i moody too...
whr all my so call FRIENDS go?
haiz...
i totally hav no idea...
1st time whn i m in like  tis de situation n no1 beside me...
sighhhhhhhhhhh!
bt yst 1st shopping v mummy till veli happy~
bought smthing for myself too~

Saturday, April 16, 2011

对不起

对不起,妈咪...
那天是我太冲动...
太不会想了...
是最不理智的做法...
其实我拥有一个很幸福很幸福的家....
是我自己不会珍惜...
是我自己生在福中不知福...
我很自私...
我只想到自己...
没有想到你对我的付出,关心和真心....
对不起.........
让那些姑六婆伤害你!
那些总是喜欢破坏人家幸福家庭的三姑六婆!
 喜欢乘虚而入的三姑六婆!
愿你们这些三姑六婆会过意得去!
你们会得到你们应有的东西的!!!!!!!!!!!
妈咪,真的很对不起....
看来我只能说对不起...
除了对不起还是对不起....
而我也知道我这些的对不起...
并完全不能弥补不了我所对你的伤害....
真的很对不起...
从现在开始我不会再对你做出会伤害你的事了...
我发誓!!!
谢谢你,妈咪...
 你一辈子都是我的妈咪...
最伟大的妈咪...

Monday, March 21, 2011

Sacrifice

hey~
next week will b my pt2...
although i luk ok o normal nw...
bt i feel reali stress...
cuz my pt1 such "NICE" result...
so, i nit 2 show out wat i suppose 2 show lar...
LOL!
so i will b hardworking than last time d...
mayb i will b lazy smtimes...
bt i will try motivate myself to achieve my target!!!
cuz tis hav 2 put in all my effortssssssss...
if nt i sure will regret again :p
so tat..i decided 2 sacrifice smting...
i edi sacrificied 4 my love~
nw hav 2 sacrifice 4 my lovely FACEBOOK!!!!
tell u honestly..
although i didnt plg games...
bt i reali addicted 2 it d...
bt i edi decided 2 sacrifice U!!!!!
so every1...
if wan find me...
pls find me thru fond lar k...
i will disappear 4 while till i finish my pt2 ya!!!
bye n take k every1~

Thursday, March 17, 2011

PT1

haiz!!!
damn dissapointed on myself!!!!!
i FAIL all my PT1!!!!
tis onli PT1...
n i gt SUCKS marks!!!
WT!!!!!!
bcuz all the result i gt...
i started worry...
moody...
n giv up....
cuz i lost my direction d...
i reali never get such LOW marks in my test
since i start my study life...
i reali cant forgiv myself at all!
wat can i do?
who can save me?
i reali duno wat happening on my tis 3 papers!
tis is my onli last chance 2 PASS tis exam....
i reali cant miss it!!!
if nt...
all will b wasted!!!
i DUNWAN!!!!!!
i cant face it if i cant do it!
i will CRAZY n so so so so MAD!!!!
1st time i cry 4 my exam result oso...
it shouldnt happen de...
i reali cant face it T.T
i wont forgiv myself frm nw on!!!!!!!!
i will try torture myself till i complete my study!!!!
it is my future...
i cant DESTROY my future!!!!
CANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

16.03.2011

erm...
2day wake up gt bit weird weird de...
yst reali didnt received any msg frm u d...
i tink 2 more months d...
everyday wake up...
my fond will full of yr msgs...
n its so sweet n warm...
bt nw no more ler...
last time, whn wake up in the morning...
i tink i received mani msgs is normal de...
bt is juz i tink lar...
nw reali ENDED d!!!
wake up!!!!
mayb as u wish...
u say wont find me anymore d rite...
so should i happy 4 u?
CONGRATZ 2 u ba~

i HATE ppl who giving me high hope
den suddenly DESTROY tat hope as well
=(
T.T

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

15.03.2011

男:分手吧~
女:分就分!!!
你知道么,其實女生真的很難受。
表面上偽裝自己很堅強,內心深受的痛你不懂。
actually, if the situation reverse...
gals r oso hurt...
juz tat she wont let ppl knw ba~
everytime...whn i lost it d...
onli i will appreciate it...
bt all r too late d rite....
since last time till nw oso never change b4...
haiz....
i reali done mani wrong n regret de things bcuz of tis...
whn i can correct it T.T
for me~
blog = dairy
bt den...
i juz will blogging whn i m no mood o unhappy...
tis mayb can release something ba i tink...
bt nwadays i tink i reali duno hw 2 manage STRESS d..
last time i will release easily...
bt nw...the situation changed d ....
i hav no better idea 2 solve it d...
erhemmmmmm...
start frm 2day...
i decided 2 study hard d....
i tink i wont involve in LOVE till i finish study ler..
cuz i cant handle so mani things in the same time d...
i started lost my direction...
btw... thx 4 tis few days acc me de ppl~
without u all...
i tink i reali will collapse....
mayb u all tink i didnt express my mind n words...
bt den...mayb i use 2 it d....
tat's the way i protect myself =)
dunit worry me d...
i hav 2 stand up independently d....
n dunit help d lar...
cuz i believe if reali gt heart, den everything still might 2 b continue...
bt if reali wan giv up, i hav ntg 2 say o blame d rite...
juz...nw i feel...
i nw reali like dun hav ppl who can reali share heart de friends d...
last time, i still thought i hav lot...
bt nw i feel like no d....
i dunlike college life!!!
i LOVE secondary sch's life~
bt as i say...
once it is pass, den cant return bak d....
i hav no any choices d...
hav 2 lo forward oso...
so cheer up ba...
gflee!!!!! ^.^

Monday, March 14, 2011

14.03.2011

haiz...
2day i reali feel the pain d...
bt...
i still can turn bak?
i tink nt ba...
cuz u oso giv up d...
haiz....
hope tis feeling can go smoothly...
i duno wat i can do nw..
juz feel heart pain!
bt i cant do anything ler~
cuz all is my fault!
even i cant blame any1 oso right nw!
haiz..................
2day whn i wake up...
i feel my eyes veli PAIN!
n whn once i meet the sun...
i feel whole ppl veli pening...
duno wat's wrong oso...
haiz...........
2day i plan 2 giv valantine's present...
bt all is over d...
so juz forgiv it ba....
mayb is good 4 u...
cuz i hav no anything can let u think against me d...
i will disappear in yr life...
n the STAR!!!
those stars sure hav meaning 1...
once the star is given 2 me...
den it means wat u wan 2 b means n represent all...
i will keep it nicely~
cuz tis is the 1st time ppl do 4 me oso...
so pls dun say those star no others meaning ler...
thx~